Gina is really convinced that she is going to put a stapler in Jell-O. I am really convinced that she is going to go into withdrawal when she has to wait a week in between each episode of The Office.
It's safe to say that the past month and a half of my life haven't been the easiest, not just for me, but a lot of people. Right now, it seems that the toughest part is finding a meaning and trying to make sense of everything. And as much as I try to be the eternal optimist, it is a struggle. It's not too difficult to start asking the "why me, why you, why us" questions.
But, right now, I am here. I am breathing. And while I really wish I could say that I am completely self-reliant and that I am "fine" because I made myself be fine, I admit it is not true. I would be lying if I said there was no hurting going on, but on the other hand, there is much less than there would have been if I didn't have the people in my life that I do. The best part is, some of you probably have no idea how helpful you have been.
I guess this all has me asking "why me, why you, why us" questions, but in a completely different manner. Why was I so lucky to be surrounded by such important, wonderful people right when I needed it most? I've never been able to expand on this idea other than the fact I am awestruck by it, but relationships between people amaze me. What is that attracts people to each other? There are obvious answers such as similiar interests, backgrounds, etc., but I really like to think there is something much deeper that maybe is supposed to be inexplicable.
Maybe I will figure it out one day.
But until then, thank you for being who you are in my life. No role has been too small. I appreciated everything.
well do they have radios in heaven?
i hope they do 'cause they're playing my song on the radio
and i'm singin' it to you
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